12. Regular Meditation Post #1 5/16/04

I chose stairs as the visual with meditations because it's like going up into higher realms.

I have hundreds, possibly thousands of meditations written so I just picked a few random ones to start with first. I'll have the copy of the original record at the end here below. Since I'm often writing in a mostly dark room, they are usually a bit sloppy. I blurred out parts that either aren't relevant or are private.

5/16/04 Sunday 

8:30 AM - 9:05 AM 

I had my Bible on my lap along with a clear quartz crystal and a hawk's eye stone. These aren't necessary, but fun to experiment with overtime. I also had my favorite antique white angel my grandmother gave me. 

I always start in a locked room by myself.  I have several protective prayers I say before I begin. I call in my Spirit Guides and Arch Angels and others. This is listed in detail in my instruction PDF I will be listing here soon so others can learn to be successful with 3rd eye activation and astral travel with sight as I learned how to as well. 

I give thanks and start with a Bible reading after asking for enlightenment and instruction. A Bible reading is a way Spirit can communicate with you through your Bible. The scripture you discover will help you understand a current crisis or topic you face that you need help with. It's pretty amazing. I found a page with an image of Jesus bearing the cross before his crucifixion. It was on page 286 of my 1881 New Testament Large Print Bible with many images throughout. It's such a treasure.  St Luke 2:6 And Jesus advanced in wisdom and stature, and in favor with God and men. (I have always been very inspired by the crucifixion story and what Jesus went through.) 

I am now seeing with my third eye on the other side. I am sitting cross legged in a field of wheat as far as I can see. It's quiet and peaceful and the tops of the wheat plants are slightly swaying in a gentle breeze. I look around me and master teachers, also in off-white-colored robes are sitting cross legged all around me in a circle. I drew a little image of what it looked like on my notes on the white notebook paper at the end. 

I am shown that I have been a great warrior in the past. These are past lives. I am shown myself in a loin cloth type of clothing from a very long time ago in our history. I am fighting against male warriors with a big stick. I had great rage. I was very fierce. I was beating them all. The landscape is similar to maybe Northern Europe with wet ground, foggy in the distance-a foreign land. 

They are telling me, "You are a fighter. You will rise rise above men."  I see myself standing still in a crowd of people. Then I float up above everyone else. No one else really sees me. It's just a visual display for me to understand what they mean. 

I keep thinking, "Why am I so loving and compassionate? It makes me weak?!" They say, "Your love IS your strength." That sinks in quickly. = light / love. Ok.

I say, "I have guilt over deceiving Bill (my husband). Is there anything you can tell me about that?" They answer, "You are becoming a warrior." Motherhood made you weak. This world confuses us-it's part of the test. One must understand, there are many ways to accomplish a goal. If opposition is stopping you, you must be wise and outsmart your opponent. You have used many excess years  with this mortal-it has taken you a long time to realize you can do something in a myriad (variety) of ways and still fulfill your promise and our will. 

I see myself ordering the Daytimer & Leather-bound case and sending them to Christina (my best friend). It's a new day and things have progressed to a better position in my life.

I need help with...and I blurred that because it's just something personal.  They answered with, "List the things that are most important to you. Put them in order-use a number sequence. And then they elaborated on that, but it is blurred because that's not part of what I wanted to say here.

Then I saw a beautiful swirl of colors beaming up like a whirlwind up and away from me. This is part of healing both physical and emotional. 

My son Andy was going through some personal issues, so I asked them to help him.

I am holding hands with JC (Jesus Christ) and facing him. He says to me, "We love you. You know what you must do and you shall do it. Your judgement is great." Another blurred part and then, "You will create the future of your choosing." Then they remind me that my husband will work a shorter shift today in case I forgot. (He would not take care of his health and because of a chronic medical problem he had developed, he was angry most of the time and we all had avoided him whenever possible for years.) They waved and said to me, "Bye!" They turned and walked away and vanished. Then I opened my eyes and was done meditating. (I stopped throughout this meditation and wrote everything down as I went. It's as if it "pauses" when I do that. If just a few things happen and not much conversation, I can just write it down at the end.) 

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