14. Regular Meditation Post #2 7/24/06

Once we learn to use our third eye and communicate with our Spirit Guides and Angels, we can astral travel and experience everything like it is here in real life every day. It quickly becomes second nature because it was all we knew before we came here to Earth to be born and live a life of trails and tests in a mortal body. What we do here in life everyday-that is what is new and strange. What I am describing here in this meditation, is what we all do for eons on the other side. So if this seems abstract and strange, keep reading and one day soon if you decide to remember who you are and use more of your brain to expand your abilities here in this life, it will become more natural to you than the rest of your life after you take off the mask covering your eyes when you meditate. It's as natural as breathing. 

This meditation was on 7/24/2006 1:35PM - 2:10PM (From my journal #8 with copies of the pages at the end.)

I used 3 clear quartz crystals and 1 lapis lupus stone. These are never necessary but can be fun to experiment with. I added these many years later after beginning meditation. 

I've been so depressed. Must get out of this place (bad town, bad marriage).

Read my Pledge.

Ask for help for Angela (last name blurred).

I did a Tarot Reading of 3 cards which is a way of picking random cards and Spirit gives you messages to help you know what to do in life. 

1st : Past - IX Swords - Suit of waking consciousness. Anger and withdrawal leading to universal abundance.

2nd : Present - XIV Temperance - Major Arcana so major life lessons.  Physical struggles with inner growth.

3rd : Future - Knight of Pentacles - Suit of all physical form. Adapt to your environment. Plan well and work diligently to meet your goals. Freed from material worry in order to pursue a spiritual path. Money obtaining through plodding effort. (100% accuracy as it usually always is!)

(Astral traveling with 3rd eye sight) Christina and I kneel in the grass next to each other on a prairie. JC enters and Christina jumps up and hugs him! I missed you! He smiles, laughs and says, "Welcome back my child." (Exactly how Christina is in real life every day) 

JC (Jesus Christ as I have Astral Traveled to the other side) asks Christina, "Why do you not come on your own?"

She answers, "I don't know how."

JC says, "Sure you do. A child does not forget hot to come home. You think you are not worthy, but you know it is not so."

Christina says, "I guess I have just felt ...lost from this place."

JC says, "It is understandable."

Christina says, "I am sorry. I will try harder."

JC responds, "I know you will."

Christina says, "I had forgotten how beautiful you are."

JC says, Many things are forgotten on earth."

(Christina hugs herself-being silly) "I'd forgotten how good it feels here. It's so warm and the love is so soothing as the waves vibrate through my soul. I don't ever want to leave this place again. I wish I could stay, but I know I have unfinished business on earth." 

JC says, Yes my child. You do."

We all giggle. I hug JC and tell him I missed him too.

JC says, "And we all missed you as well. Glad to see you. Come-I have things to show you." 

(Christina and I hold hands like little girls. It's funny!)

Now we're in outer space. The air is dark bluish/black and millions of stars twinkling. Planets and solar systems...The stars twinkling look like diamonds. It's so beautiful. 

I say to JC, "I have been so depressed."

JC says, "Yes, but soon it will all be behind you. There is so much ahead for both of you. So much love and fulfillment."

Then we are in a white room. We both lay on two tables that float. Like marble or white shiny medical tables. JC stands between the two tables and holds a hand over each of us to give us healing. We are surrounded by huge angels. Waves of white light and colors at times that flow from his hands and give us healing.

I feel the sensation of being re-charged. Increased in strength and vitality and happiness. Like a transformation. 

We are both very happy and grateful and thank him as he finishes and we get up. Christina hugs him again. She tells him she is so happy to see him again. 

He smiles at her and says, "I understand." He stretches out his right arm to motion-look this way.

We see a beautiful tropical beach with crystal clear blue water and a pristine white sandy beach. And he says, "This is waiting ahead of you. All that you've imagined will become reality. You are both transcending to a higher level.

I see two planets moving into an eclipse, but instead of darkness-it produces a beautiful color over the land where before it was grey. 

JC says, "An alignment is about to occur. It is the two of you joining forces. It will happen in three phases.  The first phase being the letter you are now writing to Christina. The second being your (Carols') move out of Kingman Arizona. The third phase being Christinas' move away from California."

Christina gasps. 

JC says to Christina, "California has not been good to you. Your marriage has been dissolved and you have raised your children. Your life has been filled with hard ships and heart break. The time for you of nurturing in California has passed." 

We see one door closing, but another opening.

JC continues, "When we outgrow something, it is often fearful to move on to the new structure, but do not fear. It will outshine the last. And you are never alone."

And he looks at me and speaks to me. "You have family who cares about you. Do not worry about the boys. They will flourish in their new environment. They'll be much happier and you will realize you should have moved much sooner."

Then to Christina, "Their Father chose his drinking over them long ago. There soon will be many dangers in Three Rivers. There are bad forces that have already begun to visit from neighboring areas. Anger, resentment and jealousy over material possessions drives them. You are not safe there, but you will be safe after your move. The opportunities and beauty are endless in your future. It is stagnant there. Yes, it is true Three Rivers has been very good to you, but it has given all if had to give. And you know that the time has come to move on to the next phase of your life. It has been your sanctuary, but its purpose is out lived. A more full life awaits you. If you need help, your sister is there for you. It would only be tempo4ary. You will write, you will publish, and you will feel the satisfaction you have waited for. Now you two must go because Carol must write your letter today. She has a lot of work to do. God Bless and take care. And come back to see me soon. Goodbye."

Christina is Crying and I hug her and tell her, "It's ok! It's going to be ok!" She says, "But it's so much all at once. And I love Three Rivers-it's been a Mother to me!"

And I tell her, "I love Three Rivers too, but what is ahead of us is like 3 times what Three Rivers has been. It will outshine Three Rivers by so much. You will look back to this time and think how foolish it was to hold onto something so old and outgrown (meaning how long ago she could afford to live in comfort here) even though you didn't know better at the time. Be brave my sister. You know you will be packed and still afraid that at any moment the rug will still be pulled out from under you. I love you and I will see you soon. Goodbye."

We both walk away in different directions heading back home. Then I am talking off my mask to leave the darkness that is the bridge between worlds.